Change of heart.

Ahh, im typing again, like finally.

Well, yesterday was fun, went to exxonmobil refinery to perform with BB for (wait for it) Vodafone McLaren Mercedes 2nd Driver Heikki Kovalainen. The dude's a friggin proffesional F1 driver. Its been a while since we performed for a famous person, the last one being for Ho Peng Kee, lol.  Took a pic with the guy and now the photo is hanging proudly on my cupboard alongside me and the president of our nation and me with the duke of edinburgh aka the queen of englands husband.

Starting to love BB again, its been a while since the communism period is finally diminishing i think. Well, hope thats all good and i hope to be with them til'  kingdom come.

On another note, i think im beginning to doubt our local metal scene, firstly its affecting my relationship with God and also MY band is under criticism by some stupid local metal hero. I never intended us to be black metal, i know my songs are creepy and have a haunting feeling, but i aint sticking to that. All stuff i write are based on the feeling i have at tt given point of time. I have no room to broaden my musical palette because of this assclown who thinks its wrong for black metal acts to incorporate any other genres into our music because he thinks only posers will do that. Its no wonder people like this are so shallow in  their music composing skills that everything they ever make sounds so lacking or its just like something you heard somewhere before. 

So yea, i've kinda decided, after i make my 4 track demo live recording(YES LIVE RECORDING, dun wanna waste my cash on multi tracks), im gonna bring eargasm back to being a jamming band and have nothing to do with the underground ever again and i can concentrate on my future career fixing aircraft instead of going all "satanic metal like" and ending up like our metal hero whose guarding some other ppl's property every night.

Nice lesson learnt from our brief gigging stint, its not as glamourous as one might think..., so political..., just like our fucking country. =)