LIKE HuuuuuuWat! THE Flush!!!

This is stupidity lor, there's really something going on with ITE's exam system, i know and i really really know i got A's over there cos everything i studied for came out, its a fools gold lor. 

Today morning check results my eyes were O.O, I cant believe all of them were bloody B's lo, GPA stand at 3.14, how like that?? nabeh, im gonna complain after next week, im not going to accept this, i know they are A's. I really know for sure, racist bastards.

Like A Machete.

I see what youre' trying to do. Youre' just plain selfish. 

I will prevail, =), i can be just like you,

Awakening

Finished check-up for NS the 2nd time, hopefully there will be a 3rd time as tt means i get to defer again nxt year,=P. Thilak sent and fetched me to and fro to the place on his honda nsr sp 150 or smth like tt, lol. I promise everytime i pillion him i can see my life flash before my very eyes. It was bloody raining and tt feller had a near-botak rear tire and he still could speed and swerve through traffic and go into lightspeed on the expressway. The rain against my skin felt like bullets dammit!! hahahaha, But Fabian still alive and well la hor. Worrying not.=)

On other matters, im finally planning some cash splurging day in mid october when i hope im richer. Need to get 2 new converse high tops or 1 converse and 1 nike high tops. Maybe a new pair of jeans and a leather jacket, new big ass metal cross, 2 more band tees,  and maybe a hair cut.LoL.

Also definitely buying new ps3 games and music cd's. Have to get my hands on some titles i've been eyeing, and of course go dine somewhere fancy!=D, Don't think i will be getting a new guitar as i dont see the actual NEED for it since my les paul already feels and sounds like heaven now. Effects might be.... but sure will be waiting for the sale!=)

Hope all the abovementioned will not be a fantasy for too long lor, as i said, its about time! 

Back to reality, the music i so love is kinda getting noisy for me, i dunno whats bloody going on, i shuffled all my extreme metal in the ipod to listen to the ramones or miley cyrus instead,haha, but well, a little metal listening hiatus wont hurt yea? afterall, its not my life,  i could live without it. Maybe its for the better, =D

Change of heart.

Ahh, im typing again, like finally.

Well, yesterday was fun, went to exxonmobil refinery to perform with BB for (wait for it) Vodafone McLaren Mercedes 2nd Driver Heikki Kovalainen. The dude's a friggin proffesional F1 driver. Its been a while since we performed for a famous person, the last one being for Ho Peng Kee, lol.  Took a pic with the guy and now the photo is hanging proudly on my cupboard alongside me and the president of our nation and me with the duke of edinburgh aka the queen of englands husband.

Starting to love BB again, its been a while since the communism period is finally diminishing i think. Well, hope thats all good and i hope to be with them til'  kingdom come.

On another note, i think im beginning to doubt our local metal scene, firstly its affecting my relationship with God and also MY band is under criticism by some stupid local metal hero. I never intended us to be black metal, i know my songs are creepy and have a haunting feeling, but i aint sticking to that. All stuff i write are based on the feeling i have at tt given point of time. I have no room to broaden my musical palette because of this assclown who thinks its wrong for black metal acts to incorporate any other genres into our music because he thinks only posers will do that. Its no wonder people like this are so shallow in  their music composing skills that everything they ever make sounds so lacking or its just like something you heard somewhere before. 

So yea, i've kinda decided, after i make my 4 track demo live recording(YES LIVE RECORDING, dun wanna waste my cash on multi tracks), im gonna bring eargasm back to being a jamming band and have nothing to do with the underground ever again and i can concentrate on my future career fixing aircraft instead of going all "satanic metal like" and ending up like our metal hero whose guarding some other ppl's property every night.

Nice lesson learnt from our brief gigging stint, its not as glamourous as one might think..., so political..., just like our fucking country. =)

Schlechtes Pferd RE-JOINS Eargasm.

In an unexpected twist of fate, Schlechtes Pferd, known to some as Ruzaimi and known to most as Amy, has re-joined our metal powerhouse EARGASM!,

Proud to welcome him back, its been a rather emotional moment for me as lotsa stuff happened that made me realise im not the only member of my band. After all , its a learning process, and we all are in this together!

As a band, we have decided to take a shift in genre, more on that in our future, its only for the common good and id just have to deal with it lor. May the force be with us! =)

Absurd-ness.

I feel so "errrrghhh!!wtf-ish!!!" right now. hahaha. So, well this is how it goes.

Someone(actually the wife of my other band's vocalists), send me a facebook comment questioning the originality of my latest song composition, "illumination of ......" . Best part she made it sound like i ripped out the WHOLE SONG! from her hubby.....But i dunno why he didnt call me up to say anything.....and ONLY A 20 SECOND-ish SEGMENT SOUNDS SLIIIIIIIIGGGGGHHHTTTTTTLY ALIKE to his own original song.

BUT! fabian no rip off, i was watching zorro a couple of weeks backs and this flamenco phrase caught my attention, thats the inspiration for the 20 second-ish riff and thus, not from his song. 

So yea, thats my story morning glory, it hurts to be accused of this kind of plagiarism lor cos i had no intention of ripping peoples tunes, i know how hard its like to make a song and i really respect peoples talents and abilities in such skills. You can check out the difference in the video i posted on my fb profile. The first is his riff and the after 0.20, its mine. Only the first 3 notes are the same cos it happens to fall on the same Key, this is natural music, cant do anything about that.

=D

Soldier Side.

         Credits to Rahimie for the logo, hand drawn and photoshopped after!! =D

             Metal jiwe SyarmHetf and the crew at the back.
     SyarmHetf abusing my knee by using it as a posing stool.

           Fithriyanaa and fuckfaced me.





Right!, so the last of eargasm's 1st wave of live gigging has finally come to an end. This time the songs didnt go through smoothly, i blame this crack cable i was using, many people dont know the importance of quality guitar cables lo. This particular one i was using produced a myriad of feedback noises and unwanted harmonics, it even surged my volume at one point lor! I MISS TONEDRIVE! WHY THE EGGTART MUST YOU CRAWL OUTTA MY BAG!!!

As a pitiful result, Arie and me found the performance lackluster, but amy and the audience did not, moshing and headbanging was not scarce. Even bludhaven khai got into the fray.hahaha. The new original went okay but still a bit of a slip up though i did mention to the audience that it was a sure to happen.=) 

Overall, i'd rate our show a 5.6/10. Cos i know we could've done a hell lot better.=P

After our slot our friends ijal and co. from Beyond Suicidal(deathcore) took the stage, as usual lotsa mats with helmet hair and emo fringes punching and slicing through thin air with their "hardcore dancing..=.=". 

After them,  we went for a dinner break at beach road, gig organizers unclebob productions paid us 10 bucks a person as a goodwill gesture.((paid gig seh,hahahaha!!))

Came back and watched the lovejets, a buncha indie rockNroll fellers, kinda catchy, like those 50's ballroom thingy(imagine the scene in back to the future when michael j fox took the guitar to play with the band).

BUT! after them ,the real reason why we stayed on had arrived. Turned my head back and saw Vivek,Gene and Damien from local death metal powerhouse BHELLIOM!.

At first there were only like 6? of us in the room and i was like "aww man".lol. But then vivek in his fullmetal semangatness shouted "Alright, its just YOU! and US!, lets fuck this place up!!"

I was like so pumped up after he said that lo. And also a salute to true metal spiritness cos they dun give a fuck if no one's there. 

But eventually the place filled up lor.=.=. Was saving the fitness to kill some hardcore kids in the mosh. I remember using my boot to kick this white shirt hardcore kid, felt his bone impact go through my feet.lol=x=x. But fuck them all la hor, retards punching air in a metal show = biggest nonsense ever. Circle pits were in abundance and had a good workout last night,hahaha.

So yea lor, after tt headed for home sweeeeeeeeeet home then dah, collapse.=P

Echo Nights.

First and foremost, Fabian extends an ultra righteous and most sincerest of birthday wishes to Sri Amalia Nabilah Bte Ahmad aka amyysaiiketot. lol,  

So uhuh,today marks the end of the lastest exam in my ite life, glad thats over and hopefully the "A" streak will continue. Thanks to Mr Foo for his commitment to his career and also checking my exam paper to check if my answers are alright.=D, 

And,oh yea, today was so highly unfortunate, hungry ghost festival is getting to me i think.Went to Lee studio to rehearse for Eargasm's show this saturday at bugis( thanks troopers!! tickets all sold out! =P). But on my way there, my guitar case's pocket magically unzipped and let its content out( a well loved and durable and not to mention great sounding ToneDrive instrument cable) . And it bloody hell disappeared into the next dimension or smth cos i could not fuckin find it when i backtracked. But screwit ar, Russ passed me an equally reliable spare! THANKS MAN!!

So, we then practiced through the set a number of times and fine tuned some scratchy parts. Not perfect yet the new original but decent sounding, needs to be arranged again soon.

the set for saturday is as follows.

SLOT: 5-5.30PM incl. soundcheck.

1. Troops of Doom (Sepultura cover) 2.50 mins

2.Wasting Away(Nailbomb cover) 2.45 mins

3.Nuke the Cross(Toxic Holocaust cover)2.25 mins

4.Acts Of Heresy(Eargasm Original)4.55 mins

5.Illumination Of Remorseless Despair( Eargasm original debut)6.10 mins

6.Refuse-Resist(Sepultura Cover)2.55 mins

7. PuTang Inamo "The Dark Hides"(Eargasm original)3.00 mins

8.Roots Bloody Roots(Sepultura Cover)3.00 mins

depending on time, we may slash a song or 2.=D, So thats that for saturdays occurings.

fin.

Sonic Purging

Its that time of the year again, time to stock up on new CD's!

FYI, i buy CD's only cos the artistes are important in my musical palette and furthermore, CD's i find, make you listen to the tracks more often then usual and also more intently.=D

Here are the titles.

Immortal- All Shall Fall(Black Metal)

Slayer- World Painted Blood(Thrash Metal)

Meltgsnow(local band) - Black Penance(Gothic Metal)

1349- Revelations Of The Black Flame(Black Metal)

VON- Satanic Blood Angel(Black Metal)

MUSE- The Resistance(New-Prog,Alt Rock)

Dark Funeral- Angelus Exuro pro Eternus (Black Metal)

God gimme windfall soon. =P

Revisiting the obscure.

Long time din do survey since the friendster days, i guess its about time for an encore no? =P

This ripped from Amirah Fatin,

1) I love--> My familia and MEself! and most of you la hor.=P

2) I hate--> when the music i love becomes opressed for its very very satanic content, but then again, limits are always present. and don't forget the wankers, and the know it alls, scumz!

3) I wish--> people would learn to love God cos' really, he loved you first. =D

4) I hope--> that what i wish would come true if not they could burn in hell for all i'd care.=P

5) I like--> stoning at random intervals

6) I dream of--> working for ST Aerospace. (stupid dream i know,but i loike,)

7) I feel--> chilly,

8) I read--> nothang.

9) I just--> typed the abovementioned.

10) I bump--> into the wall the other day to get someones attention! hahahaha!

11) I dislike--> kids who pick up music without passion and ambition.

12) I miss--> Dudette,Ninoo,Fatin and Fei a bit too,hahaha! oh! and also SyarmHetf!, miss when my ticklebones ache when craping with Syarm! lol

13) I think--> im soooo gonna sms syarm later or later then the previous later!

14) I try--> to make my everyday living as meaningful as possible.

15) I have--> no money.

16) I admire--> random hot chicks i get to see outside everyday. =)

17) I know--> i gotta study like right after this post.

18) I sing--> in the shower.

19) I really--> hope eargasm can record by mid next year.((also includes saving up.=P))

20) I was--> watching corpse bride and nearly teared at the end.

21) I adore--> trey azagthoth.

22) I tend-->to be highly egoistic at times.

23) I crave--> to sleep if no one calls to go out study.

24) I shop--> every other year.

25) I scream--> i dont scream, russel does that.

26) I moan--> i dont moan, her, her , her and dont forget her does that.=P

27) I against--> satanism, emo , very liberal thinking and most "-cores"

28) I intend--> get a car, house and half a wife in 10 years.

29) I lick--> the air in brOOtality.(wtf=P)

30) I am--> sasha fierce .

Immortality

Yayness!

Most recent test scores.

Aircraft Radio Comms. System- 93/100

Basic Aircraft Materials And Aerdynamics- 87/100

Non-Destructive Testing+ Flourescent Penetrant Inspection practical- 80/100

Composite Structural Repair- misteri. ='(

Maintained the "A" game save for bloody Non Destructive, sumore i was most confident in that lor, phasket!! 

Final exam in 6 days, if can maintain  "A" game, i can be rescued from nation serving for another 3.5 yrs. =D 

Went to nss for teachers day the past day, not the greatest events surely, lackluster performances from ALL musical items, save for FeeQah who impressed me so much with her near accurate pitching and ability to vibrato like a godess tt i had smth in mind in the coming future featuring her. ((No,im not bias cos she's one of me greatest she-pals but seriously,the babe can sing.=D))

More on that in the coming weeks.=P