Ahhh, its been a while,
Work was great, im actually servicing aircraft lor, alas the tinier ones lor, been doing stuff for the airbus a330 lately, like those jetstar asia,silkair,tiger airways kinda planes. Nothing too technical, just screwing and unscrewing and sealing and cleaning and stuff. Still honourable though, im getting paid lor, i feel so proffesional like. =P, unfortunately since sept 11, picture taking is an automatic jail sentence.. =.=
Waking up is a biatch lor, yishun to changi not friendly to the body's pattern of rest, thank God can catchup on christmas holiday season.
In other stuff, well, the gig went pretty well, everything was smooth and we got a few other offers which we will not be taking part in due to riffs and politics in eargasm. A representative wanted a demo record from us lor, tt would mean more showcase opportunities and probably in 3 years or so time, a record deal. But im not ready for that la hor, sheesh, im not even interested cos music is a stress relief and imaginative hobby for me, i dont wanna make it huge playing metal cos the music industry is so bleahzz that we would end up losing more then we gain.
Its not like we have anything to gain though, just "popularity" and vanity and shit. Anyone who knows me for a while would know that its not my true desire, i dont give a monkeys arm if we are unknown in the first place.
So like tt lor, what a dilemma eh, i miss the days when friendship was more important then conflict and when it was always fun to jam. Well, life lessons perhaps.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Loctite
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Thursday, December 10, 2009
Nifelheim.
Starting work on monday 14/12/09, at Changi airport as a trainee technician, all the way til i graduate, can finally see some huge ass airplanes and like touch them for real. hahaha,Its about time, hope all goes well and also pray tt the paycheck would be sufficient. Most impt though, i really wanna get out of there learning new stuff and applying it in real life, being an aerospace tech was like a dream since i was 14 , at least im lucky enough to get to study it. =D
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Saturday, November 28, 2009
Joy
Finally got the new guitar MFX, more then enough to put a smile on my face already. Im retiring my zoom G1J and Vox V847 Wah and is kinda up for sale, no ads posted yet though, i wanna keep it as long as possible til i really got no cash only will i advertise it wholly.

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Friday, November 27, 2009
Core-nek
I hate trends , all a bunch of followers.
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Beyond the Grave.
Finally, we're free to play after all the nonsensical plagues tt have been ripping my band apart. Glad to announce we have an upcoming gig, nothing too big, just a warm up this one. And also due to the fact that Arie and I are stuck in school for 8 hours every single day, we barely have time to free a saturday for a bigger gig so might as well be contempt with a smaller thursday one to get our mojo back. =D
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Ave'.
Never thought this day would finally come.
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Sunday, November 1, 2009
Hellhammering.
Finally got my butt to church today after several weeks, and it felt refreshing to feel good spiritually. Things started changing too lo, saw shareen and secured a date with her next week!=D, then got Fatin suddenly msg and will be meeting her soon too, and definitely not forgetting Fee and since its her birthday , i hope i can do something to spread the cheer.=D Ha, also met dudette after a mighty long while lor! Man, i love church, instant change in your life. =)
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Friday, October 30, 2009
Valves
Schools been rather repetitive so i shall not elaborate on the happenings. Just came back frm ten course dinner at Jurong from a band performance, stuffed my self silly with free food now it hurts.
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Battle-Axes.



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Saturday, October 10, 2009
Like Poison.
When you got money, it just wants to bloody fly away. Spent 170 bucks today. Uncontrollable i tell you. Im staying put at home from now on, if not christmas can lick the floor.
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Friday, October 9, 2009
Joy Ride.
Was near sleep-ness on wednesday night(thursday morning politically correct) at 2am when my dad randomly wanted to go to Indonesia (Tanjung Balai Karimun),,,, and Fabian being unhappy camper with a positive financial outlook, agreed to go and took my haversack with an extra shirt and boxers for the 1 night trip. Left the same day at 5.30am and went to harbourfront ferry terminal. Its been a while since i last took a ferry and was glad i decided to go .

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Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Guess who's backkk. =D




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When you're 16 and belong to the zoo.
Young and loud, dumb and retarded,reckless and false heroism for all the wrong reasons. All with the empty threats and malicious slander with no full stop.
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Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Relief.
Had a good first day of retail theraphy, after the shit and lobster of yesterday , note to any troublemakers, if you HAD to pick a day to disturb me, please enquire if im free in a nice way and also please ask if i was happening to be watching tv!, Dun later angry then cry to big brother if i not happy , waste my time and ppl's life if i had to activate members for some stupid girl issues la hor, ,might as well stay home and enjoy holidays.
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Saturday, October 3, 2009
Cypherist Phantasma
Seemed to have cooled down from being a fuckin' academic underachiever. Still gonna complain though.
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
LIKE HuuuuuuWat! THE Flush!!!
This is stupidity lor, there's really something going on with ITE's exam system, i know and i really really know i got A's over there cos everything i studied for came out, its a fools gold lor.
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Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Like A Machete.
I see what youre' trying to do. Youre' just plain selfish.
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Friday, September 25, 2009
Awakening
Finished check-up for NS the 2nd time, hopefully there will be a 3rd time as tt means i get to defer again nxt year,=P. Thilak sent and fetched me to and fro to the place on his honda nsr sp 150 or smth like tt, lol. I promise everytime i pillion him i can see my life flash before my very eyes. It was bloody raining and tt feller had a near-botak rear tire and he still could speed and swerve through traffic and go into lightspeed on the expressway. The rain against my skin felt like bullets dammit!! hahahaha, But Fabian still alive and well la hor. Worrying not.=)
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Change of heart.
Ahh, im typing again, like finally.
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Schlechtes Pferd RE-JOINS Eargasm.
In an unexpected twist of fate, Schlechtes Pferd, known to some as Ruzaimi and known to most as Amy, has re-joined our metal powerhouse EARGASM!,
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Monday, September 14, 2009
Absurd-ness.
I feel so "errrrghhh!!wtf-ish!!!" right now. hahaha. So, well this is how it goes.
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Saturday, September 12, 2009
Soldier Side.
Credits to Rahimie for the logo, hand drawn and photoshopped after!! =D









Right!, so the last of eargasm's 1st wave of live gigging has finally come to an end. This time the songs didnt go through smoothly, i blame this crack cable i was using, many people dont know the importance of quality guitar cables lo. This particular one i was using produced a myriad of feedback noises and unwanted harmonics, it even surged my volume at one point lor! I MISS TONEDRIVE! WHY THE EGGTART MUST YOU CRAWL OUTTA MY BAG!!!
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Thursday, September 10, 2009
Echo Nights.
First and foremost, Fabian extends an ultra righteous and most sincerest of birthday wishes to Sri Amalia Nabilah Bte Ahmad aka amyysaiiketot. lol,
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Saturday, September 5, 2009
Sonic Purging
Its that time of the year again, time to stock up on new CD's!
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Thursday, September 3, 2009
Revisiting the obscure.
Long time din do survey since the friendster days, i guess its about time for an encore no? =P
2) I hate--> when the music i love becomes opressed for its very very satanic content, but then again, limits are always present. and don't forget the wankers, and the know it alls, scumz!
3) I wish--> people would learn to love God cos' really, he loved you first. =D
4) I hope--> that what i wish would come true if not they could burn in hell for all i'd care.=P
5) I like--> stoning at random intervals
6) I dream of--> working for ST Aerospace. (stupid dream i know,but i loike,)
7) I feel--> chilly,
8) I read--> nothang.
9) I just--> typed the abovementioned.
10) I bump--> into the wall the other day to get someones attention! hahahaha!
11) I dislike--> kids who pick up music without passion and ambition.
12) I miss--> Dudette,Ninoo,Fatin and Fei a bit too,hahaha! oh! and also SyarmHetf!, miss when my ticklebones ache when craping with Syarm! lol
13) I think--> im soooo gonna sms syarm later or later then the previous later!
14) I try--> to make my everyday living as meaningful as possible.
15) I have--> no money.
16) I admire--> random hot chicks i get to see outside everyday. =)
17) I know--> i gotta study like right after this post.
18) I sing--> in the shower.
19) I really--> hope eargasm can record by mid next year.((also includes saving up.=P))
20) I was--> watching corpse bride and nearly teared at the end.
21) I adore--> trey azagthoth.
22) I tend-->to be highly egoistic at times.
23) I crave--> to sleep if no one calls to go out study.
24) I shop--> every other year.
25) I scream--> i dont scream, russel does that.
26) I moan--> i dont moan, her, her , her and dont forget her does that.=P
27) I against--> satanism, emo , very liberal thinking and most "-cores"
28) I intend--> get a car, house and half a wife in 10 years.
29) I lick--> the air in brOOtality.(wtf=P)
30) I am--> sasha fierce .
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Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Immortality
Yayness!
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
Impure flesh.
Ohhh fistfuck, waiting for Singh to come over so can get over studying with....,
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Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Karnival
Gd morning sunshines!!
United Airlines Song Background (short version)
In the spring of 2008, Sons of Maxwell were traveling to Nebraska for a one-week tour and my Taylor guitar was witnessed being thrown by United Airlines baggage handlers in Chicago. I discovered later that the $3500 guitar was severely damaged. They didn’t deny the experience occurred but for nine months the various people I communicated with put the responsibility for dealing with the damage on everyone other than themselves and finally said they would do nothing to compensate me for my loss. So I promised the last person to finally say “no” to compensation (Ms. Irlweg) that I would write and produce three songs about my experience with United Airlines and make videos for each to be viewed online by anyone in the world. United: Song 1 is the first of those songs. United: Song 2 has been written and video production is underway. United: Song 3 is coming. I promise.
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Monday, August 24, 2009
Illumination of Remorseless Despair.
Its 10 bloody AM and aircraft radio comms systems test is in like half hour, this is sooooo the first time im not thoroughly prepared!!
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Saturday, August 22, 2009
Helios Usvart

Came back from gig not too long ago at F.A.D media., Eargasm's 3rd official and 1st with all original members,
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Thursday, August 20, 2009
Aryaputra
If anyone cares, im so sorry for the lack of updating, like from the heart of my bottom and/or vice versa. =)
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Monday, August 10, 2009
Tears in my eyes.
Waited in line outside fort canning since like 9 am for the best concert on the face of this country since motley crue.
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Saturday, August 8, 2009
Getting Slinky.

Fabian had an eventful 1st half of the weekend.

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